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Sabrina received a stationary bike from the foundation.
The effects of kidney disease and my life kidney disease affects your life in many different ways, but how you deal with it makes all the difference. Before starting dialysis and experiencing the symptoms of kidney disease, going back to school and beginning on my career path were my goals. Little did I know at the time that this life changing event would be my main source of motivation. Preparing myself to go back to school seemed difficult at the time. When I was diagnosed with kidney disease at 27 I was devastated, and unsure of how to cope with this disease? I didn’t have a clue on what kidney disease or dialysis was all about. I figured I surely wouldn’t be able to accomplish anything now. I felt alone, depressed and irritable. Everything seemed to be happening so fast I didn’t have time to think, or make any decisions. And before I knew it I was on dialysis. I was in denial and couldn’t believe what was going on with me. Why was this happening to me? All I knew was that I was going through something; I felt I had no control of, and my life had changed. I would be limited from the things I had done before. After coming home from the hospital, it was challenging getting back into my normal routine and getting my body adjusted to the treatments. After treatments my body would be so drained, I couldn’t do anything, but go right to sleep when I got home. Instead of caring for my little ones I had to have someone care for me. My appetite was up and down, and I was on a strict renal diet. Along with the many medications there were also many side affects to deal with. What disturbed me the most was not being independent, not having the energy, or time to do things I used to do. I began researching, going to meetings, and gathering information about kidney disease to understand it more and find ways to better control my health. I began to seek hope, share my feelings, and become determined to no longer let this ailment control me. I was ready to do what I could to continue to reach my goals. So I took that first step: I registered for school, and began taking classes. I was excited I had started class. Once I passed one semester then the next it was becoming clear to me that I could do it. What once seemed so difficult before didn’t seem as difficult now. Learning to live with kidney disease can be stressful, and add a lot of pressure on you at times. One may have to make some adjustments, and put in a little extra effort, but with a positive attitude, seeking resources, and the support of others you can make things happen. The reward will be worth it. Although some days are better than others, understanding what you are going through can help get you through it. With my desire and ambition I feel there is nothing that can stand in my way. Dealing with renal failure and going back to school has made me a stronger person. I am proud of what I have accomplished so far, and want to continue to achieve even more. The progress I have made in my pursuit of going back to school, and working is what helps keep me motivated. I am looking forward to continue working toward maintaining my independence and becoming self-sufficient.
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